I have an immense imagination. It means a lot of wide awake dreams. All my desires are always manifesting together at once. I feel eagerly desperate of waiting. I needed quick achievement and highest satisfaction. It usually happens to me to feel as a wish child. Begging God for all what I dream about and then insult every bit moment I have to be patient for.God, I am really grateful for all my dreams that came true,
Yet I should admit that the delivery wasn’t often as I have expected.
I don’t want you to be disappointed, it is my bad.
If there’s a single lesson that life teaches me, it’s that wishing doesn’t make it so.
Through every deception, I end up by realizing that it was my bad!!! My order was always missing something.
Sometimes, the timing was wrong: Like getting your order too early or too late. I was dying to have a baby, but never mentioned the right time or way. So instead of enjoying a wish coming true, it turned out into living a horrible nightmare.
Some other times, it was about being with the wrong person, or getting my wish in a different way. I am sure it’s a “déjà vu” for many of you: that special moment when you ask for true love and then you got a stacker lover, who you can barely appreciate and you had to live with a sense of guilt for making him suffer.
Well, I couldn’t explain why I felt betrayed?! Roughly speaking, I got what I asked for.
I thought about it for so long. If I wanted it badly enough and I believed that wishes aren’t only granted in fairy tales, why was I careless enough to not mention the whole package order instead of putting myself in an unnecessary trouble. Life is too short and much worth the reboot each time.
Obviously, the reason wasn’t because of my foolish attitude or lack of timing. I had enough time when I was repeating for 6 months, the same short uncompleted sentence “please, God I need a board position” then I got a job in a war area. And I was absolutely disappointed.
The reason was that I didn’t know what I wanted exactly. I wasn’t able to describe my wish. My order was very unclear even in my mind. It’s like going to a mall, and telling the seller I need something to wear, he can bring you anything but it still respond to my ambiguous request: a both wasted time and energy.
All these deceiving misunderstandings made me commit to reviewing my wishes before sending them to the angels.
I have decided then from now on, I will reformulate my wish, to make it clear and complete. So I won’t have any risk for confusing desires. I needed my Angels to respond in the right time, the right place and the right way. so I needed to plan my wishes perfectly.
And I have discovered that when you want something really bad, it will take as much energy and time to wish as it may take to plan.
Getting the habit to consider all the details in my wish has changed my life. It made me aware that I don’t need angels to make my dreams coming true. All that I need is an organized and targeting mind to set smart and ecologic goals. Things become much more achievable when you can see the way you want them to be, when, where and for how long or according to which criteria… Don’t forget to be generous, and think how it’s going to affect others around you too.
By answering those questions, I wasn’t only making myself understood for angels; I also end up by coming with a great plan each time. It reminds me what Einstein said:” if you can’t explain it simply then you don’t understand it” It’s absolutely true!!! You’ve got to know what you want to be or where you want to go before you take the road of change. Else it would be like looking to a magic ball and wondering what it may bring.
Going deeply in my thoughts, inspires me. I felt an amazing feeling, Vincent van Gogh describes this fact by saying “I dream my painting then I paint them”. Living the sensation of joy and victory of the achievement pushed me farther to fulfill it in real life. It’s magical!!!
I have learned that when you want something to happen, wishing is not enough. You should make it concretely happen. I may not be able to grant that every dream and ambition will become reality. But I can grant that life is only worth living if you have something to strive for. To aim at. So you have just to wish then to plan 😉